See this girl? Most of you know her as the upbeat, energetic, positive, fun-loving, hard-working, boss bitch. But what you may NOT know is the girl she has become... Over the last 8 weeks, my life has completely changed. The downtime from quarantine has forced me to re-evaluate every area of my life, allowing me to think and rethink what is working and what isn’t. As a result, I have made some very, VERY difficult decisions about my business, my relationships, my passions, and my health. I am a person who gives, and gives, and gives. I choose to see the good in people. And I always choose love, joy, and forgiveness above hatred and having enemies. But unfortunately more often than not, people lie, take advantage, take more than they give, and only look out for their own interests. And now that it’s my turn to need help, people have disappeared. So through all this, I have learned to choose REAL love. I have learned to stop caring about what people think about decisions that are best for me. And I have learned when to say no. I wish I could say that things will now be easier, but they won’t. I will be spending the rest of this year focused on my health, treatment, healing, and recovery. And the people who are there when I wake up, and who stick by my side and help me through this will be those who I want in my life. So, say goodbye to this girl, because she’s gone. And after I make a full recovery, and get back to dance and doing the things I love, I’ll be that much stronger, smarter, sexier, and even more badass. 💪🤘😈
